I am two weeks into my Neural Reconditioning process, which is a commitment of a minimum of 30 days uninterupted, no excuses. If I miss a day. I have to start from day one.

I am no guru of life, but as are all people, I know I am an expert in one thing. My experience. Regardless of how terribly or how admirably I may deal with a situation I can relay my experience of it as someone who knows purely from the experience itself. I think that reading stuff like that can be a terrific source of learning for anyone, so as I am learning the ways of the universe I hope, in turn I am teaching by way of sharing my experiences.

I had a torrid few days earlier on this week and after a few conversations with loved ones and supportive friends I was able to get quite a confident outlook on where I am at. I have taken on a process whereby I am reprogramming some core beliefs about myself and my abilities. I hit a bit of a wall when, without really noticing I found myself in a "hopeless and helpless" loop. I got myself stuck in an internal dialog of "How can I achieve my goals? What if it doesn’t work out? How will I deal with that situation if it happens?". Just such a powerless state to be in. I can assure that nothing is ever achieved directly from that way of being.

I have had some great advice though and it’s a normal stage of the neural Reconditioning process that I am undertaking. However stuck I have been feeling I haven’t lost the will to continue with the daily practices and exercises required to change my brain, so I know that I still have the strength that I require to get to the other side. Laser-like focus on my life’s purpose and vision is helping me to maintain the ability to let the Universe to it’s job for me as I look after my responsibility in the process. It’s so hard, even affirming to myself to keep faith and belief alive that little voice insode is trying so hard to get me to "leave the room" with it and not to believe this "nonsense. Fortunately I have found that the thing to do now is acknowledge the feeling of fear, which at times is actually nausea and to tell that voice to shut up!

I also have a belief that confusion can be a good thing. Not perpetual confusion, but when in a confused state, your mind is looking for an answer. That is better than a feeling of apathy. To anyone who is starting out applying the Law of Attraction in order to create a much bigger life for themselves I say. You are acting in a very heroic manner because it is not just about getting what you want. By succeeding in your mission you are opening a channel for more truth to be made aware of for others. You only truly inspire people when you are being who you truly are. You can only be who you truly are when you focus on achieving all that you can and being all that you can be. The Law of Attraction will not serve you any other way, so the more deliberate you are with your habits and every thought you have, the more power you have to create your life and not just have it seemingly happening to you.

It’s been quite a week!.