Another string of night shifts has left me feeling completely drained. It seems lately that I am becoming more easily "bruised" by my working situation. I also discovered a few other office-politics-related facts recently, which don’t sit very well with my desire to maintain my positive outlook on everything.

This is more proof of the transformation of my subconscious conditioning because it’s always when a commited effort is started to re-program your habitual behaviour that you will experience what appear to be a series of personal tests. It is the automatic behavoural subconscious mind reacting to the onslought of a desired change. This is why I am coming up against various negatively-motivated actions from the outside. My mind is trying it’s hardest to stay in vibrational alignment with those old occurences out of familiarity I guess.

So my positive spin on it all is this: I am suffering increasingly in terms of my energy levels and I am experienceing tales of generally negative attitudes of others, so I am simply attracting this as proof that this situation is not congruent to my real purpose in life. Any doubts I may have had about taking a leap of faith and following my dreams has weakened significantly.

My quote for the day "I am the Champ, my voice of doubt and fear is no contender! It’s lying on the canvas and the count has begun".